Donghae stopped for a moment, blocking out all the ELFs screaming and the interview that was going on between SJM’s members.
A realization of reality hit him once again. Unexpected moments of sadness were the worst for Donghae, especially when it was in front of ELFs.
His father. Every night, he wishes his father is watching his every move. Donghae knew that he would be proud, but just for him to see him once would make everything all right.
His family. Being an idol had its negative effects of not being there for his family. Donghae reminded himself to call them tonight.
And her. No one in particular, but he wonders constantly when he will meet the love of his life, his partner in crime…
Donghae brought himself together to bring himself back to reality, focussing his attention to the ELFs and SJM.